| FiRST 0F ALL, i WANNA THANK ALL THE PE0PLE WH0 CARED EN0UGH T0 P0ST A C0MMENT 0N MY VERY LAST BL0G.. Y0U GUYS HAVE HELPED ME S0 MUCH.. THANK Y0U. Y0U WiLL ALL BE iN MY PRAYERS.. JUST LiKE i WAS IN Y0URS. AND i DiD G0 THR0UGH S0 MUCH…AND i WAS A F00L T0 GiVE UP.. i JUST KEPT PRAYiNG ND GAVE MYSELF T0 G0D FULLY 0NCE AGAiN.. AND N0W.. iM HAPPiER THAN IVE EVER BEEN..
THE G0D WH0 MADE THE W0RLD AND EVERYTHiNG iN iT GiVES LiFE AND BREATH T0 EVERYTHiNG AND SATiSFiES EVERY NEED THERE iS.
ACTS 17:24-25
AND HE DiD GiVE ME LiFE AND BREATH.. AND M0RE THAN THAT.. AND HE SATiSFiES EVERY NEED…
MAN.. i HAVENT BL0GGED iN F0REVER…S0 MANY THiNGS HAS ALREADY 0CCURRED.. LiKE i G0T MY BRACES..i AM N0W DARK AS HELL.. EVEN DARKER THAN i ALREADY WAS BEF0RE.. THiS SUMMER i WENT T0 MAGiC AB0UT AT LEAST TEN TiMES.. WiTH DiFFERENT PE0PLE 0F C0URSE.. WE EVEN R0DE X AT MiDNiGHT.. THAT WAS S0000 SCARY. i MET A L0T 0F NEW PE0PLE THiS SUMMER.. THAT’S G00D BC0Z THAT WAS MY G0AL.. T0 MEET M0RE PE0PLE.. AND i DiD.. WE WENT T0 THE BEACH A C0UPLE 0F TiMES.. WiTH THE SAME PE0PLE.. i HAD S0 MUCH FUN.. THAT’S PR0BABLY THE BEST TiME 0F THE SUMMER.. THE BEACH.. WE WENT WiTH LiKE TWENTY GUYS.. BUT THEYRE LiKE BiG BR0S.. THE FiRST TiME WE WENT, i DiED 0N THE WAVES S0 MANY TiMES.. iT WAS S0 FUNNY… AND WE PLAYED DODGEBALL AND ALL THESE GAMES.. THEN JUST LAST FRiDAY WAS C0LLEENS 16TH BDAY.. AND WE WENT AGAiN.. WE WENT B00GiE B0ARDiNG.. iT WAS TiGHT AND HARD! HAHAHA.. i DiED. WE didn’t REALLY SPEND AS MUCH TiME IN THE WATER BC0Z WE PLAYED A L0T 0F GAMES.. LiKE PRiS0NER.. TAB00.. F00TBALL.. FRiSBEE.. G00D TiMES.. EH.. T00 LAZY T0 WRiTE ANYTHiNG ELSE.. S0 THAT’S ALL F0R N0W.
<3 AS iF Y0URE S0MEB0DY |
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| Y0U KN0W WHAT?! 1 D0NT KN0W ANYTHiNG ANYM0RE.. 1 JUST CANT SEEM T0 FiND WH0 1 REALLY AM.. AND WHAT 1 REALLY WANT RiGHT NOW.. iM STARTiN T0 HATE MYSELF EVEN M0RE.. T0 HATE THiS W0RLD 1 BEL0NG iN. 1 TRY T0 D0 WHATS RiGHT.. BUT N0THiNG SEEMS EVER G00D EN0UGH F0R ANY0NE.. iT SUCKS.. EVERY0NE HATES ME.. EVEN MY OWN PARENTALS.. MY CHURCH L00KS AT ME AND JUDGES ME.. S0ME 0F MY VERY 0WN FRiENDS HAVE LEFT ME AND ABAND0NED ME.. A FEW STAYED.. YES, iM CHRiSTiAN AND N0NE 0F THESE THiNGS SH0ULD MATTER.. BUT 1 CANT HELP BUT LET THiS FEELiNG TAKE 0VER MY PATHETiC MEDi0CRE LiFE.. 1 JUST WANNA END iT ALL.. 1 WANNA GET AWAY FR0M TH1S PLACE. AND NEVER C0ME BACK.. 1 WANNA BEL0NG.. 1 WANNA BE L0VED.. 1 FELT LiKE 1 WAS A QUEEN BEF0RE.. BUT ALL THiS FEELiNG 1 0NCE HAD iS RAPiDLY FADiNG AWAY.. G0D MUST HATE ME. 1 WANT A NEW LiFE.. 1 F0NT LiKE THE 0NE iM LiViNG NOW.. NOTHiNG CAN MAKE ME STAY ANYMORE.. 1 NEED PRAYERS. 1 NEED STRENGTH.. 1 NEED MY FAiTH BACK.. THAT FAiTH 1 0NCE HELD S0 STR0NGLY.. iVE L0ST iT.. 0H 0NCE AGAiN.. HERE 1 AM.. TALKiNG AB0UT THE M0ST N0NSENSE THiNGS.. TALKiNG AB0UT CRAP N00NE CARES AB0UT.. 1 NEED T0 LEAVE THiS PLACE.. START 0VER.. N0THiN CAN GET iN MY WAY ANYM0RE.. N0B0DY.. iVE BEEN HURT WAY T00 MANY TiMES THiS SUMMER.. 1 D0NT NEED THiS.. 1 D0NT DESERVE THiS.. 0R MAYBE 1 D0.. 1 GUESS WE'LL FiND 0UT RiGHT? 1 HATE MYSELF.. 1 CAN NEVER MAKE ANY0NE HAPPY.. AND 1 PR0LLY NEVER WiLL.. 1 WANNA CRY.. 1 WANNA DiE.
G00DBYE |
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| lately everythings been soo confusing.. i seriously dont know anymore.. so yeah.. anyways hurricane harbor was fun at first then it got boring afterwards.. and random people kept on inching my butt.. i was getting so mad.. esp at the wave pool.. we went on tornado and a couple of other slides.. the line was not worth it tho.. but whatever.. then we went to magic at around 5.. we didnt really get to ride anything except for buckaneer and ninja.. and we ate those big pickles.. mmmm mm good. we were gonna go on goliath but when we were about to get on, this one chick had a panic attack and the ride was stopped.. i was mad! but whatever.. the girl left there on the stretchers.. or w/e u call it.. so yeah thats that...
oh man.. i dont know what else to say
wow.. 8 months |
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